Oh my God! I just found one of my so-called friends on facebook, she previously did not have one, who I havent spoke to in eight months. We have texted briefly during the summer but it wasnt good. This WAS someone I had feelings for. Well, last time we talked it wasnt very good because apparantly I called too much. Well, maybe I would call so much if the fuckin idiot told me the date she was gonna leave for the north. Thats the only reason I called, so I can get the date. But apparently she is still living in Lousiana. Wish I could say its a good thing.

Anyways, I just learned three things that just happened...She cut and dyed her hair black, she lost her cat, Oliver...R.I.P. and....-sighs- she is apparently engaged. My ass she is, they broke up once, and from what I been hearing, their relationship shouldnt last long. I hope it wont. It shouldnt! I know no relationship is perfect, but once can sense when things dont work. I know this may sound horrible of me, but I pray their relationship will come into a bad end. Just so they can experience the pain I was caused.

When I met her, I felt like life was changing for the better. Then that horrible day in Dec 09. She told me she thought she was pregnant from Travis. I was PISSED. More than I ever had been. I said alot of hurtful things though and she cried cuz of it. For a moment I was happy. Yeah, Im horrible cuz of that, but I felt good that she felt pain like I did. I wanted to show her how special I was, then that fuck up showed up and ruined everything. But I was honest with how I was feeling. I have to be honest, I was happy we still talked way after that. Like especially, in October of 2010. That was a great month, almost everything went my way especially after she called back. She called me and told me they broke up. I was stoked. Then, we got into it again in late October cuz she had to like him again! We continued talking in November till Jan. Then she just stopped talking after Janurary of this year. Why do friends have to either grow up so fast or just turn to heart breaking bitches and turn on you? WHY!?

I might make this into a series. Since I always find these "episodes" involving friendships, relationships and feelings rather interesting. Might call it "Heart Broken".